AMBUSHED

audacious i was, crack head

,always in a happy go lucky mood

wandering in my own world

felling blessed and obliged

but something suddenly came

& everything seemed out of blue

and i was dropped in a lyf

that was standstill

doin things blithely wuz nt wat i wuz usd to be doin

dun know what happened all of a sudden

may be got stucked by some black power

didn't know that someday i will be

ambushed by all those memories

which were once most beautiful part of mah world

i must say

these were the same things

i used to brag about

& today it is now so

i evn fear to broach about

may be i have become contemptuous of mahslf

may b its ol bcz of overdose

but sometyms these memories become crescendo

exasperated by them i feel

i wanna to run away

but alas....

i may seem despondent but i hv been better